Seems like u don’t have any time for me anymore , I feel like I’m bothering u most of the time ): I feel like an intrusion to u , u hardly haih .. U hardly do the things u did with me ): u don’t even want to spend anytime with me , u don’t even want to hear my voice at night , we don’t talk anymore .. The only time we talk is when we argue .. I dont want to fight or argue with u ): I just want us back for me .. I guess now its obvious that I dont matter as much as you do to me .. That changes thing ..were so different now .. It’s like u don’t want to do anything with me , nor spend a little time with me or anything .. U don’t like half of who I am .. What can I be ? Everyone that loves me or care will eventually get sick of me .
its 1:34 a.m. :’(
if you didnt know you sent me “today” is a busy day ..perhaps you didnt know , its EVERYDAY . im not mad at you im just hurt that you cant sacrifice anytime for me ;( youre always just rushing to do anything else but the things with me .. everyday when im hurt , when im in pain ..you dont know about it , cause you wont know if im okay , you wont know anything od how i feel .. even if i describbed it you woudlnt know .. EVERYDAY im feeling pain in my liver and my body and having a lot of dizzy spells .. i still wait for you , i still wait for you non stop for you to reply , for you to say that i can call you , do you know for a second that im worn out ? all these unnecessary stress pilling up , school drama , school work and everything .. i just wish you had more time for me , i also wish youd just love me the way i love you , but its okay (: as long i have you even if someties u hurt me i dont mind ;D i’ll get used to it eventually and i’ll please you and obey you and treat you like my god ..i always have (: i love you bi .. just one day you’ll read my tumblr , and you know how crazy i am for you (:
I can see the world around me breaking up in many ways . Friendship , relationship etc .
People say forever is a seven letter word lie , people come and go and so much more . I just want you to understand me :( maybe we can prove that forever does exist , maybe we can work it through all this , maybe we can last as Long as we promised each other :’) I never thought a guy like you would ever promise a forever to a relationship but you promised me .. I just want to be with you forever :’) is that hard for you ? Cause I know no ones gonna make me
Feel like how you make me feel , I also know no ones gonna take care of me the way you do , I do know no ones gonna care as much as you do , I do know that it’s not life without you . I made a mistake once and I felt how was it like without you , the feeling without you was hell more then that it was worst then 10000000000000000 times of hell wherever I go whatever I do reminds me of you and it just wasn’t life :( I found life with you , I found everything I never had with you ..
Now I’m showing you everything I can (:
I’m giving you all I have , I’m giving myself to you , I’m going to let nothing come between us , I’m going to keep you safe , I’m going to be there whenever you’re feeling down or uncomfortable with anything , I’m going to do anything to make you happy , I’m going to make more memories with you , next week it’s 21st again (: it’s the third month .. I want to be the girl that you hug when you found out your spm results , I want to be the girl you drive around when you get your car , I want to be the girl that you miss like crazy and Skype every night when you’re in college , I want to be the girl that you can tell anyone that she’s my girl :’) , I want to be the girl you say I love you too , I want to be the girl you thank god you have , I want to be the girl that hugs you , I want to be your only girl
Forever :’( first time in my life someone has brought so much into me , first time I’ve loved someone so much , first time I’m willing to give someone so much .. I’m crazy about you :( I love you like crazy , I’m sorry I keep crying I’m just so scared I’ll lose you again :( I’m so scared you’ll find someone better then me , I’m so scared I’ll find myself being all alone one day , I’m scared they’ll be a day that there’s no longer a me and you .. No longer a Bibi and bi .. And Bibo and Cheekie :(
I thank you so much cause when my world is crumbling you’re the only one that cared :’) the only one that didn’t believe all those lies people tell you , the one that still cares and still protects me even when your friends are against me ..
Take it from me , I will never break up with you cause me without you is like a knife stuck in my heart forever . I hope you won’t too :( and I hope u mean your forever ..
I know with my heart that you are the one for me , even at this young age .. I know we’re meant to be :’) people or anyone may not believe this or what but I will prove to everyone around and you that you and me are meant to be ..
Our names are next to each other jun Kim : jkuinm (:
Our birthdates are just two numbers apart .. Urs 626 mines 848 (‘:
You’re born at 10:01 am I’m born at 10:00 am (:
To me all these are not coincidence :’) to me they’re signs ..
One Day .
One day , just one day youre gonna notice what i do for you all this time, and when you do i hope you’ll understand how much i love you ..
im scared i’ll wake up knowing youre sick of my voice
im scared i’ll wake up knowing that you found someone better then me
im scared i’ll wake up not having you
im scared of not having you forever ):
You don’t understand ! I love you more then you love me :( u just dont understand ! I love you so much that I transferred back to this hellhole , I love you so much that I can’t stand the fact of me being without you ever , I love you that the first thing I do in the morning and last thing I do at night is to say I love you and good morning and goodnight ! Every single day :3 , I love you until everything I see everything I eat that is nice I kept thinking that weather I should tapau and let you eat , I love you so much that I wrote your name 1060 times on a piece of paper in a day , I love you so much that whenever I’m happiest is when I’m next to you , I love you that without you I can’t function properly , I love you that whenever I hug my pillow I think of you , I love you that wherever I go I wish you were right next to me , I love you that I even mentioned I want to be with you forever ! I love you and wanted to spend more time with you that I can copy 4 essays of your homework twice cause of the adjustment .. And didn’t needed it in the end :( you know why I did that ? So youd have more time for me .i love you so much that I just wanna grow old with you ! I love you so much that everytime when we fight it hurts me like crazy like taking a gas tank and dropping in on me over and over and over again and setting me on fire .. I can’t love anything more then you :( I just can’t your my first in everything good and great and your just my everything ..
Actually I just figure out the things that are bothering me .
I just wanted to know if
You are serious with me ?
Is it hard being with me ?
Do you want to be with me just as long as u promissed ?
all i have is you ;) the only person i could tell everything to , the only person who cares , the only person who loves , the only person that keeps me going is you . everytime with the thought of you leaving me again , it just hurts so so much ;( im 100% sure that i cannot live without you , i want to tell you how i feel all the time but everytime im about too , im just afraid you think i think to far and all . i never loved anyone like how i love you ;( im not only devoted to you , my world is you , my life is you , my time is you ..i always put you first in everything , i always think about you , everytime i eat something really nice i have the thought of : maybe i should leave and keep the rest for him .. whenever i go out i keep chatting with you non stop ..nothing can replace you ;( NOTHING .. you know why i love you so much ?cause i love everything about you , i love it when im mad , you calm me down in seconds , when i cry you wipe away my tears , when im trouble you always help me , when i need a hug , its your hug that i need .. you gave me love (; im nothing without you , im no one without you .. i just hope you know that i gave you my world , my life , evrything ..i hope we really last long ;)
nights tumblr , eyes are swollen ..
thinking of everything and just just knowing that :
the Best of me is YOU
the Brightest of me is YOU
the Happiest of me is YOU
the LIFE in me is YOU ..
you wont understand ;( but im hoping everyday that one day you’ll feel the way that i do (:
Dear forever ,
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LAST !
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